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well I guess a lot of thing happen lately .... I really don't know where to start.



1st- I failed one of my subject in exam .... I don't how to tell my mum ... I wanna tell her everytime I see her but I just can't open my mouth maybe because I feel sorry for her and myself ....



2cd- There's a new student in our class a months ago . well maybe because we are Chinese so we get excited when we see a freshmen ..... but something goes wrong ! I guess my friend (include me) hate her ... well I mean dislike . we try to get along . but we find her weakness . She keep copy my friend (Eunice) answer.Other than that , she always have a bad expression, well she didn't really smile offend . Thus, she even stole books from the library . My friend Kem and Eunice well hate her ALOT ! but I think seen my class only have 4 Chinese and even 4 of us also have gang won't it be too hilarious ? Yesterday, after recess Karen (freshmen) asked me weather Eunice hate her .... well I answered her, I say yes but after that we stop the conversation . While I was walking back home I make the decision that I'm going to settle this , so I text her after I when back home to tell her what I feel about her . When she saw the message she called me . Well, I tell her everything . She explained that it's not her fault. First, she is a freshmen she can't get use to the environment here so she have to ask us , but because we didn't talk to her she been force to copy . I can see that she change lately she didn't copy Eunice answer anymore well but sometime yes . Second, she say that she never smile maybe because she had already get use to it . She can't change because.... well it's a habit .... She tell me it's also because of her family situation , her mum and her dad didn't live together but they did not divorce they just dislike each other . Her mum and her brother(went for college study) live at England, while Karen and her dad live together at here . But her dad had a bad habit of gamble. And now because of that she didn't live together with her dad anymore she when to live with her aunt which is near my house. Maybe because of her family background so she never smile . Third, about the 'stole book' thing , she borrow the book from a friend . She told me she never step in to library before and she say that she didn't even know that books is from the library . The books that she borrow from is one of her friend, xxx (maybe xxx is the one who stole it ) . She cried when she talk about her family , I feel sorry for her but I can't do anything . I wish I can help . Today when I went to school I try to tell both of my friend the true ... but I am scare that they don't trust me . So I didn't tell them ... (am I stupid)



OMG ! so not in a good mood today .....
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3th- well my friend insult me . Maybe for her is fun but for me is hurtful . I hate friend who say something like that to me ..... well I get my Moral mark today I get 74% and she get 94% . so what if she get this high ? she don't need to say that she is smart ..... She keep telling her friend that she get 94% and then when she face me she say that she finally get something that's higher than me and keep wanting me to say that she is smart. For my opinion I think that she is trying to share her happy feeling toward me but I don't like it . I feel like crying ..... I still remember Thursday when I failed the other subject I saw her look quite happy ! I REALLY WANT TO CRY ! not because of her it's because of my STUPID RESULT ! but I tell myself not to ! I tell myself to be happy ! I wanna let my friend that's around me to be happy ! I tell myself that I should NEVER use my result and brag ! If I wanna brag I can use many subject to brag ! but I'm not those kinda person !



URGH ! many thing happen lately ! it's unstoppable but I still have to live ..... I tell myself from now on I will be happy . I guess I just can't show my own expression toward my friend I don't wanna them to worry , and more importantly feel sad bout it . I wanna make them happy so I can be happy to :D SMILE ALWAYS !



thanks for reading !( if you really did read this whole story xD) I guess you can understand right ? I'm sorry for my bad English ! xD haha ! maybe thanks to this my English will improve xD haha !!!! lol ! Bye for now :D Sayonara !

---Everyday is a Happy day--- *peace*